* Sunday, October 17, 2004*

things havnt quite go back to normal...
evrytink seems cloudy n crazy..
maybe its juz me...
acted kinda crazy ard...
though not quite feeling tht way..
some may say im juz fake n hypocritical..
but i guess i juz dint wanna spoil evryone else's mood as well...
evryone deserves a smile :)
isnt it?

im stressed..
exams are coming..
like e real major A levels exams..
but i juz dun seem motivated..
cant feel e sense of urgency...
someone help me!!

slept over at my cousin's ....
they're reali adorable..
baby Josh.. literally sumo-wrestled me n pinned me down..
well..its Jordan's birthday...went over to give him his present...
sure hope it liked it...
saw e glow on his face n sparkle in his eyes...
when he said "thankyou!"
missed their company...(though they're little rascals..)
went to ECP to skate in e morning...
their instuctor dint turn up...
but anyhow they still had a good time..
Josh was reali PRO man..!

aft tht .. got a ride to church..
i hadta take FOUR jabs today.....
for e china mission trip...
argh...it wasnt too bad actualli..
juz tht at first aft the Txxxxxx jab my arm ached like crazy...
carry bag tht time oso ache la...
its was quite fun..
luckily im over n done wif all e jabs..
all at one go..
some of them dint manage to take all ..onli two..today..
so gotta go back again nex wk...
lucky for me..its over..
was quite afraid at first..
but dint show it..
cuz i took quite early..
dint wanna scare e rest behind..
(esp ting n esther..haha..)

well..anw found out more abt e trip thru aunty soo khim...
we're staying at some county in china, hunan.
she said sth like..e people dere are simple n pleasant..
very friendly too..
we'll getta meet people our age...
interact with them n teaach them english...
tht shld be fun...
at least it beats speaking chinese..
(cuz my chinese is terribly beyond words..)
haha..anw i had tis naughtie thot..
actualli wanted to be able to shop for stuff dere...
but realised tht its not under any one of our OBJECTIVES of tis mission trip..
haha...horrible of me rite?
hmmz...juz wonder how am i gonna get my christmas shoppin done tis yr...?
by e time we come back frm china its like so little time left...
anw..it not time to discuss tis here...
guess its back to mugging time...
shldnt even be here online...
wat am i doing here?
argh....bored...!!!!!!
~tas


Tas_anne @ Sunday, October 17, 2004